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p.s I really love the new SECRET HANDJOB album

FRIDAY NOW PLEASE!




Someone buy me volumes 1 and 2 of skins please

Besides feeling like complete crap I'm at 317.6

Of course I would get sick the week I'm on vacation and not to mention the antibiotics make it fun sitting on the toilet.....NOT

All I've been doing all day is covered up watching movies with my dad. Now I'm in my bed covered up and not moving the rest of the day

I don't know how but I'm at 323 which means I've lost 7 pounds!

I do need a bigger scale squeezing my feet on mine is nuts

Needless to say I'm so proud of myself

I weighed myself this morning. Needless to say it took me a few tries to pin point my correct weight. My huge ass self just doesnt fit on it right.

I now weigh 330.2! SWEEEEEET

I'm off today and tomorrow. then less than two weeks and I'm on vacation for a week. I can't wait!

After I pay rent tomorrow I have $34.36 in my checking till friday ftw. Which means i have just enough to get 4 meals and snacks. It needs to warm up and the snow needs to melt so I can actually go for walks. Speaking of which I need to buy new shoes when I get my tax money

I weigh 335.5 now! Which means I've lost between 10-15 pounds

AMAZING

So far today I've cleaned and taken the tree Down. Now I can be a bum the rest of the day

I have a vacation coming up febuary 16th to the 22nd. So stoked to not have to work. I can't wait to get my tax money so I can go buy a laptop. Time warner Is coming Thursday to do wifi. One of my other mInd things I need to buy is a good pair of walking shoes.

Two weeks and I am rocking this diet so hard! Smart ones makes an amazing strawberry shortcake and chicken fajita pizza by the way

I'm off tomorrow so it's going to be my lazy day

I get my taxes done Friday and can't wait to see what I'm getting back. One thing I'm getting with it is a laptop for realz. I'm calling time warner tomorrow cause apperantly I can get wifi through them, so sweet!

It'd be nice to take a trip sometime soon. I really don't wanna pay for bam this year but I am stoked to actually be going this year!

I'm on day 8 if anyone cares and its going amazing

I have my taxes scheduled to be done january 23rd so I better have my w2s by then

Needless to say I'm off today. I can't really complain about work cause nothings going on. I just wish business would pick up. As much as I love free money it's boring specially on sundays cause it's the slowest

I think we're going to see My blood valentine friday and it's in 3D so I'm stoked

It all begins again tomorrow and I'm so beyond stoked. I hate that it's all come back plus some more I feel so unhealthy

Here's to sticking with it forever

I need sunshine, fresh air, Music the road and my friends

That's pretty much everything. Plus I got $175 dollars. I'm keeping 100 for shopping tomorrow and 75 is going in my checking

I am so beyond stoked to play that board game!

Diet starts in t-minus 9 days

Have a wondeful day my loves

I'm hopefully finishing all my chritmas shopping friday but who knows.

My life is pretty much sleep,work,sleep,work,sleep,work. I need a diffrent pattern, I also should hopefully have more money in january for saving and such. I can't wait to get my taxes done

I'm also going back on my diet january 4th and I am never going off it ever. I feel so gross and I just feel like crap all the time. We're getting new salads at work soon and i'm so beyond excited. I just want to feel more health and not so blah blah blah all the time



That made me the happiest person ever. These pass eight years have been so horrible for this nation and I just want it to get better. We'll see what really changes the next four or eight more years

It's ok being back at work after bing on vacation last week. It's better than sitting around home doing nothing. Today was pretty busy at work seriously who need 60 dollars worth of food? I mean ever other order were big orders

I should be paid off with my credit card by the next bill, which should becoming in like 2 weeks

Someone buy me this for Christmas please and i'd love you forever http://www.amazon.com/Multiple-Blessings-Surviving-Thriving-Sextuplets/dp/0310289025/ref=pd_bbs_sr_2_s9_rk?ie=UTF8&s=books&s9r=8a585b43187966e80118ce1cb6dc08c5&itemPosition=2&qid=1228612734&sr=8-2

It's all becuase of you that I'm dead to the world

Words can't describe how happy Jamison's 2003 bedroom demo of dead to the world makes me so fucking happy

I started my vacation from work at 5:20pm tonight. I'm off until dec 1st, Which means I'm cleaning and rearanging this dwelling

Friday-Sunday can't come soon enough

I fucking love them and am need of seeing them now!

What's the point of me being here? I can't just be here to work, come home, sleep and repeat. Just living to die. that seems a bit pointless to me. We all must be here for some reason or another. Somethings just don't make sense to me anymore. I'd love to have unlimited resources to just travel and grow more into myself. I have no style cause I'm not trying to impress anyone and it just feels so blah. I want to start doodling and drawing again but am never motivated. I just need to put pen to paper and see what flows out. I guess that's why i'm writing this just to get my thoughts out.

The constant that does make sense is music like it always will. I just feel so unlike myself for the pass few years but do I really know who I am? I really don't think I do. I just don't want to wake up one day and wonder were my life went. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels like that at all but I never see any of my friends anymore or really get to talk to anyone about this stuff with. The more I think about it I just get sad and I desperatly just want to be happy. It's not like anyone is going to read this and reply which I would love if people would

In other news words can't describe how much I love the cold weather and the smell of wood stoves. It will always remind me of winter. It just makes this damn kid smile

nuff said

Give me something to believe in
a breath from breathing
So write it down
I don't think I'll close my eyes,
Cause lately I've not been dreaming
so whats the point in sleeping
it's just that at night
I've got no where to hide
so I'll write you a lullaby.
a lullaby

So much love for all this amazing sounds pumping through my (h)ears(t) right now

FACT 3OH!3 IS A SHITTY BAND

FACT AZNZ ARE KILLER CLOWNS FROM OUTTER SPACE

FACT ROBOT ZOMBIE GOATS ARE TAKING OVER THE WORLDS

FACT MEXICANS ACTUALLY TASTE LIKE GREEN BEANS

I'm pretty bored

I love the apartment the 26th needs to get here and I just need to travel

I'd like to thank everyone who got me a card or something for my birthday. Oh wait I'm pretty sure none of my so called friends did either. Thank god for family members. I don't think any realizes how pissed off it made me that I got shit. A fb or ms comment wishing a happy birthday isn't the same as just getting a card. I legit keep that shit forever

So I'd like to thank everyone for nothing and I know who I really mean anything to.

P.s some buy me in america its sucha great movie