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lenstars- August 16th, 2011
horny
I suppose I should head to bed but I really do not want to. I'm having so much fun in California. I really don't want to go back to the bullshit and drama at work next week. I don't even want to think about it. At least I'll only be working 3 days really. Then I'm off to Canada for 5 weeks of Tim Horton's training. So it's not like I'm actually going back to work. This sunburn is OOC though so win win.
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- April 23rd, 2011
I really wish people would get over themselves and stop being scumbags.
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- April 9th, 2011
I feel so unwanted.
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- March 5th, 2011
It really annoys me when people never text me back. I'm also highly paranoid about things. Sometime o want to just ignore everyone and thing. Then I can truly just be a recluse. I worked far too many hours today. I think I figured out when I'm going to costing my aunt & uncle in indianapolis May 15-22nd. We'll be taking the train to Chicago and they'll be picking us up. By we'll I mean me and my grandparents. It'll be an over night train ride which means o won't be sleeping much. I've also been dieting and doing really great. I need to get my scale ack so I can track everything. I just want to sleep for days.
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- December 28th, 2010
I honestly have no one I can rely on anymore.
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- December 14th, 2010
cold
There's only 2 or 3 friends I can ever depend on. Everyone else I just don't care to keep trying. I need a drastic change and I think moving out of the state would be that. I'm contemplating moving to California , Narnia or the arctic circle. I also think I've been depressed for most of the year. Works just something I go to collect a check week to week. I neither enjoy or like being there for one second. I think that's what I'm best at tolerating shit on top of more crap. I'd also not mind moving to NYC or somewhere else. It all depends on the company. I'm not a fan of huge cities but that could change. For some reason I love small towns and the country over skyscrapers and too many people. I just wish I didn't hurt all the time....
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- December 4th, 2010
I feel like everyone has isolated themselves from me. Or just bluntly ignore me. I've been pretty depressed for months and I just can't find the motivation to care. On one hand it hurts but the majority of the time I just wish I'd never wake up again. I find living pointless at times. I feel like a drone doing the same things day in and day out. No one knows how I feel cause I feel no one would care. It's like one big self loathing pity party 24/7. I don't even understand how I make it through day to day, Without just breaking down.
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- December 3rd, 2010
I could tell from the minute I woke up it was going to be a lonely lonely lonely lonely day.
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- November 27th, 2010
I feel like breaking down.
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- November 16th, 2010
Dance with me like you’ve never heard of gravity.
